Frustrating Days

These last couple of days have been really frustrating. Things have happened that have made me angry and upset. Feeling like a stranger in my new rotation and then having a training session that was was badly simulated and caused me to become confused and nervous. It was awful. There are other things as well that have been weighing on my mind. The stagnant progression of my life. Also people have taken things I said the wrong way even if I meant no harm. I feel like a stranger to the people I know, a nuisance and an uncomfortable presence.

I feel constantly surrounded by people and still lonely.

Day For Me

Spent the day doing things that relax me. Had a massage followed by sushi for lunch. It's nice to have a chill day every now and then where you don't have a list of things to do. Time to yourself.

Day by The Beach

Went out for lunch with my two good friends. One with the most gorgeous bubz who just hit 4 months. And the other who's preggers who was also the only one not on a diet.

buddy stalking

Closet

Felt really trapped today. Really wanted to go home. Hid in the room as it rained out. Did my daily of walking Dylan who can't walk far now because of his arthritis... Poor bub. Just felt like I needed my own space. Own kitchen, room, bathroom, car. No matter what it is, this is still someone else's home. Nothing to do. No gym. No company.
The other had a long day at work. I understand. I waited all day for him to come home. Got bored so I did the usual laundry and tidy of his space. Did some productive searching for houses to potentially look at this weekend. Shocked that my holiday was coming to an end. Felt a pang of regret for not going overseas. Just generally not right today.

An early start today with a drive back to kal.

Esperance

We like staying at the seafront caravan park. It's basic but really comfy. The bed could be bigger. We also ate at the loose goose again and went to the jetty again to go fishing for herring.

Esperance

Spent the day taking it easy. Had an early lunch and went fishing on the rocks. We went for walks and a dinner at Loose Goose. We went fishing in Blue Haven off the rocks which was a little frustrating because my rig kept getting snagged. Disappointed we couldn't swim because it was too cold. Max of 25 in summer?!

Watching

The Other's team walking in from bowling. Spent the morning watching him bowling and then we drove down to Esperance for the start of break.

Chili Snow Crab And Butter prawns

Failed to take pictures but the food was awesome. Definitely enjoyed cooking it from scratch. Enjoyed the response more :). Used Wendy Hutton's Singapore cookbook and served the crab with deep fried mantous. Must cook again.